And, as in all my endeavors, I strive to be zen while doing it (which is perhaps the biggest challenge of them all...heck, it may never happen, but I'm not giving up).
So while it's mainly about quilting, on my blog I often share the spiritual lessons I've learned from pursuing my art. I've found that often the two converge in very interesting ways.
Sooo - about me, I live on a ranch in the middle of Texas, have been married to a transplanted Berkeley, California boy for 24 interesting, challenging and joy-filled years, and have one child, Jonas who is just about to spread his wings (literally, he wants to be a pilot) and go to university (a thousand miles away from home, I feel compelled to add).
I've been obsessed with creating since my son was born (I think something opened up in my soul when I was pregnant) and specifically focused on quilting for thirteen years.
I decided to share a few of my earliest projects with y'all, some I've never shown before.
Here's an early one which currently hangs in my stairwell.
|I didn't really know what I was doing here, so there are lots of mistakes. It's far from perfect, but I still like it.|
Then there is the one I made early on for Jonas - it's faded from many washings, but still fun. (The design is from a Mary Mashuta book, called Cotton Candy Quilts).
|Love the modern look of this one - reminds me of the Jetsons.|
Also, there is the (sadly) faded quilt I made for our bed, which I have loved all these years although it clearly needs replacing - I think it is the second quilt I made. I've actually thought about trying to recreate it because I love it so much, but I'll admit it's difficult for me to make the same thing twice.
|It was really bright colors when I made it. Now it's faded and torn but I can't say goodbye to it yet!|
So that's where I started, and you can check out my gallery tab to see where I am now. All my quilts are self-designed, and many of them are art quilts, although lately I've been getting back to bed and lap quilts, too.
Since I can't wait to get up in the morning and create, and I'm also a teacher through and through, I've decided to try to make it a business. I'm really focusing on trying to make patterns, teaching, and I even have a book idea or two I'd like to pursue. I admit I have a hard time balancing creating with the developing of a business - I tend to be more focused on the making, not the marketing. And - I'm trying to go about this is in a spiritual way - yes, I will set goals and attempt to achieve them, but at the same time, I'm not going to make it into some relentless pursuit of "an outcome." I see every piece as a success, since I've learned something from each of them.
My advice is (and this is hard-won, believe me): When you're feeling frustrated and are not having fun, get up and take a walk, or just stop working for a while. When you come back you'll be in a different frame of mind and problems will almost solve themselves. And - don't be afraid to go with your gut. If you like what you're doing in the moment, you'll like it when it's finished, too. Be fearless - take that leap - the worst that can happen is you'll learn some new lesson (even if it's simply that you just don't like pink)!
I love to hang with my friends, I love to laugh, I love to read, discuss just about anything, and watch movies (all except horror and stupid puerile humor). Oh, and something that people might not expect of me is that I'm really fascinated by all things science, but specifically by physics. I won't say I completely grasp the subject, but I love reading about it.
And a question for all of you out there: What are some things you are/have been afraid to try, quilting-wise? And if you braved it and tried it anyway, what was the result? Can't wait to hear your answers!)
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