I apologize for being so intermittant lately where this blog is concerned, but I am currently suffering from “quiltis interruptus.” Since attending the quilt show in Houston and being inspired by many new and exciting ideas, I have, sadly, not had time to work on, think about, or deal with anything remotely having to do with art.And yes, it is making me crabby. But what’s a girl/wife/mother/chicken farmer/working gal to do?
I keep waiting for things to settle down so I can set a schedule to work on my art, but there is no end in sight – hell, now it’s the holiday season, and we all know that means we have to decorate, shop, bake, clean, plan, wrap, socialize (all of which are fun, but they do take time).
I have the evenings free most of the time, but I admit that I seem to be picking up the daylight savings-time blahs – I’m really tired at night - lately all I seem to have energy for in the evenings are sedentary pursuits; if I’m lucky and it’s not past 8:30 when I sit down, I might be able to read, watch television, or search the internet without falling asleep, but even doing a crossword puzzle can be too taxing for my brain – last night I drifted off on 22 across! So anything requiring concentration, patience, and/or problem-solving is definitely out.
I know I’m not the only one who suffers from this disease. We all have things we want to work on that we simply cannot get to at times – it’s called LAAG (Life As a Grown-Up). And sometimes, let's face it, it sucks. As my friend Karen put it the other day “I find it can be quite boring at times to be an adult. In fact, Peter Pan is my idol.”
If only my mother hadn’t taught me to be so damned responsible ! (Yes, once again it’s all her fault - she haunts me even from the grave - it's her voice I hear in my head telling me "Do the right thing...take care of your responsibilities...no one ever said it was going to be easy.) It's enough to make me want to fly away to Neverland myself sometimes!Well Tinkerbell, it’s okay if we can’t fit it all in right now. I know I’ll find the time and energy to get back to art soon. How do I know this? Because it’s an important part of my life and as such, I will make it happen. It’s almost a matter of commitment and discipline - even if at first I have to drag myself kicking and screaming up the stairs and chain myself to the leg of my work table, I know that once I get back to work, the energy and ideas with be there. I think we all go through periods where we have less creative motivation and/or time, but that doesn’t mean we don’t care, it just means we have other things that are more pressing.
Soon, when the desire to create overcomes my lassitude, I will get up and get busy again. Until then, keep tuning in – writing is a pretty sedentary activity, too…although right now I do feel a nap coming on…